When trying to understand your BFF (you!) take comfort from these verses. Find others that speak to your weaknesses and lean on them. God will make everything clear to you.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6–7)
I sought the LORD, and He answered me and delivered me from all my fears. Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him! (Psalm 34:4–5, 8)
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.” (Joshua 1:9)
That all starts here, with God.
But how can people call for help if they don’t know who to trust? And how can they know who to trust if they haven’t heard of the One who can be trusted? And how can they hear if nobody tells them? And how is anyone going to tell them, unless someone is sent to do it? (From Romans 10:4-19)
That’s why I keep reminding you to read your Bible and find truth!